Post by ~Love Is Music~ on Nov 1, 2009 11:41:55 GMT -5
Time comes between us,
And things don't seem right,
In the prescence of fading light,
None see my colors.
From dark to light some can tell,
Very few know the pain,
Every night I cry alone,
Thinking my best friend is the golden one,
Others wish to be her,
I see fault in me as she walks high and mighty with her beloved.
I wish I could be her,
Secret wishing I was flawless,
Love beyond my heart and soul,
Enters beyond my eyes.
I cry alone wanting to join the fun,
In the back of the gym I watch as she dances like Cinderella across the floor.
I hear a whisper in my ear,
Just as I turn-only a shaddow in the room,
My heart beats fast as I look in awe as she is flawless in rhythym,
To the beat,
I hope and look,
I stand and fall and laughs and points are hidden and solid
In my eyes.
Frozen in humiliation I run and cry,
Home on the porch,
My mother sees me there and says:
"Your time will come. She may be the popular, but you will always be the golden one in my book."
I sit and tears flood my cheeks when I gaze at the stars....
If only she knew my pain....
In time the heart will mend,
No soul is meant for loneliness,
In my heart I know I tried,
Down the road I saw him,
He winked, waved, smiled, and vanished.
I wish and hope that I come to realize,
Love beyond my eyes,
Shimmering truth shows the past,
Future is yet to come,
Maybe love will find me some day.....
WRITTEN ON 6/20/2008
And things don't seem right,
In the prescence of fading light,
None see my colors.
From dark to light some can tell,
Very few know the pain,
Every night I cry alone,
Thinking my best friend is the golden one,
Others wish to be her,
I see fault in me as she walks high and mighty with her beloved.
I wish I could be her,
Secret wishing I was flawless,
Love beyond my heart and soul,
Enters beyond my eyes.
I cry alone wanting to join the fun,
In the back of the gym I watch as she dances like Cinderella across the floor.
I hear a whisper in my ear,
Just as I turn-only a shaddow in the room,
My heart beats fast as I look in awe as she is flawless in rhythym,
To the beat,
I hope and look,
I stand and fall and laughs and points are hidden and solid
In my eyes.
Frozen in humiliation I run and cry,
Home on the porch,
My mother sees me there and says:
"Your time will come. She may be the popular, but you will always be the golden one in my book."
I sit and tears flood my cheeks when I gaze at the stars....
If only she knew my pain....
In time the heart will mend,
No soul is meant for loneliness,
In my heart I know I tried,
Down the road I saw him,
He winked, waved, smiled, and vanished.
I wish and hope that I come to realize,
Love beyond my eyes,
Shimmering truth shows the past,
Future is yet to come,
Maybe love will find me some day.....
WRITTEN ON 6/20/2008
